March 20, 2010

I’ve been crawling in my own skin a lot lately. I don’t feel pretty, I don’t feel smart, I don’t feel funny, I don’t feel enjoyable. I’m less than excited about myself. It’s pretty exhausting to be awkward and annoyed all the time. Just when I thought I was getting comfortable with the life I was living, I now feel the need to rebel against EVERYTHING. I want nothing to do with my life right now. Sometimes I want to go back to my life 3 years ago. I don’t know what I’m saying, I’m so scattered. No structure.

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